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Lost And Found

by Spirit Dies First

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1.
Lost Again 04:55
Got lost again In the vast ocean Got lost again So lost again, I’m lost again Got lost again In the vast ocean Got lost again In the vast ocean Pulled in again By the false notions Heart numb again Pulled in again, pulled in again By the false notions of your world By the sad motions, yeah! And there’s no one that can save me, whoah No one can take this away from me, yeah And the sun is shining, whoah And the sun is shining, yeah And the sun is shining, whoah And the sun is shining, yeah And the sun is shining, whoah And the sun is shining, yeah And the sun is shining Burning away the darkness in my head All the things that I don’t know Distort the truth behind the show Keep me blind, yeah, cuz I don’t know Got lost again In the vast ocean Got lost again In your emotions Pulled in again All the words I’ve spoken Can’t breathe again I’m lost again, so lost again In the false notions of this world In the sad motions, yeah And there’s no one that can save me, whoah No one can take this away from me, yeah And the sun is shining, whoah And the sun is shining, yeah And the sun is shining, whoah And the sun is shining, yeah And the sun will show me, whoah And the sun will save me, yeah And the sun will find me…
2.
The Path 04:27
Walking down the path and every single person I meet Opens their mouth and tells me I’m crazy Walking down the path and every single person I meet Opens their mouth, they think that I’m crazy Walking down the path and every single wolf that I meet Eyes glowing red, they have me surrounded Walking, and every single person Says what they think, they tell me I’m crazy Say I don’t know, where to go Say I don’t know, where to go from here, yeah! Walking down my path and every single person I meet Opens their mouth, they have me surrounded Walking down my path and every single person I meet Won’t go away, they have me surrounded Walking down my path, but every single person I see Is just a wolf, I need to stay grounded Walking, and every single person Eyes glowing red, they think that I’m crazy That I don’t know, where to go That I don’t know, where to go from here, yeah! But I’ve got a surprise (surprise), for you For every single wolf I’ve got a surprise, (surprise) for you For all the wolves, for all the wolves And you Let go of past conditions, let go (let go) Let go of the past, whoa! Let go of people (let go of people) Let go of money (money) Let go of status Let go of everything you are! I’ve got a surprise (surprise) Yeah, I’ve got a surprise (surprise) I’ve got a surprise For all of you That I know, where to go That I know, where to go from here, yeah! That I know, where to go I can see the path, it’s crystal clear, yeah! Walking down my path and every single person I meet Is so surprised, I know where I’m going Walking down my path and every single wolf that I meet Will guide my way, the truth they are showing Walking down my path and every single person I meet Will never see, the ways that I’m growing Walking, and every single person Can’t stop me now, can’t stop me from going Let go of past conditions, let go (let go) Let go of the past, woah! Let go of people (let go of people) Let go of money (money) Let go of status Let go of everything you are!!
3.
Whoah-oh, whoah-wah, whoah-oh, whoah-wah What can I teach you What can I show you You have not already seen? Where can I take you How can I make you Where could we go we have not already been? Don't be afraid We've touched every plane It's not the end Don't be afraid I promise you're sane My only friend Whoah-oh, whoah-ah x2 Whoah so tell me What do you see For you and me Tell me, baby So show me the future, for you and me So tell me, show me baby What can I teach you How can I reach you I have not already tried? How can I touch you How can I walk you Along this black and hard divide? Don't be afraid The universe will take care of you Don't be afraid You'll always know just what to do Don't ever look back You'll turn into salt The past consumes Don't worry, don’t worry Whoa, so tell me What do you see For you and me Tell me, baby So show me the future Of you and me So tell me Tell me, baby
4.
It’s all gonna end someday Death destruction and decay Emptiness will rule the day, There’s nowhere to run away It’s all gonna end one day All pretenses fall away Nothing you can do or say Death destruction and decay All the beauty, all the pain, decay All the feelings were in vain, decay Someday, decay, someday, decay The world falls into the sun Cuz it doesn’t know how to spin Whoa the world falls into the sun Spirals down on everyone It’s all gonna end someday Death destruction and decay Emptiness will rule the day There’s nowhere to run away It’s all gonna end one day All pretenses fall away Nothing you can do or say Death destruction and decay All the beauty, all the pain, decay All the feelings were in vain, decay Decay, Someday, decay, decay The world falls into the sun Cuz it doesn’t know how to spin Whoa the world falls into the sun Spirals down on everyone Decay, but it’s worth it anyway Despite decay You’ve got to live for today Despite decay And this is why we play (and this is why we play) And this is why we play Decay
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Child Of War 05:46
A child of war Your smile means more Your frown means more And everything is more intense Your hate is strong Your love is deep And you cannot stand pretense A child of war The past is gone Depression’s dark And lust consumes your very being, yeah And beauty’s painful, cold and stark The bomb sounds scare you into seeing Child of war You play in the shadows In the valleys and meadows Child of war Of a bomb shelter’s gaze Child of war Bombs are like arrows They bring so much sorrow Child of war To this history-hardened place A child of war Your heart feels more Your eyes see all The bugs that crawl The drops that fall The race’s toll The years that roll This earth as one blue ball A child of war What have you seen? What does it mean? To be in pain all the time Child of war Your rubble streets Are all you know Where will you go? A child of war Child of war You play in the shadows In the valleys and meadows Child of war Of a bomb shelter’s gaze Child of war Bombs are like arrows They bring so much sorrow Child of war To this history-hardened place Let the chaos build inside Let it go, let it go Let the chaos build inside Let it go, let it go Maybe there is peace to be had Somewhere I don’t know Maybe there's a place of silence Where purple flowers grow Maybe there is peace to be had Somewhere I don’t know Maybe there's a place of silence Where purple flowers grow Let the chaos build inside Let it go, let it go Let the chaos build inside Let it go, let it go Child of war You play in the shadows In the valleys and meadows Child of war Of a bomb shelter’s gaze Child of war Bombs are like arrows They bring so much sorrow Child of war To this history-hardened place Child of war You play in the shadows In the valleys and meadows Child of war Of a bomb shelter’s gaze Child of war Bombs are like arrows They bring so much sorrow Child of war To this history-hardened place
6.
Elements 05:06
Open to it Open to it Open to it Just open open Fire Water Yeah Air & Earth & Spirit Whoa Fire Water Yeah Air & Earth & Spirit Whoa Fire Consumes, it makes me yearn Water Cools away the burn Air Sweeps away the old Earth Grounds down my soul Balance Nature is the truth Spirit Spark of the divine Balance Nature is the truth Spirit Spark of the divine Open Open to the flow Feel, don’t think Let your past pain go Open Open to the flow Ride the wave And then you will know Balance Nature is the truth Spirit Spark of the divine Balance Nature is the truth Spirit Spark of the divine Fire Water Yeah Air and Earth and Spirit Whoa Fire Water Yeah Air and Earth and Spirit Whoa Fire Consumes, it makes me yearn Water Cools away the burn Air Sweeps away the old Earth Grounds down my soul Balance Nature is the truth Spirit Spark of the divine Balance Nature is the truthSpirit Spark of the divine Fire Water Air, & Earth And Spirit Balance!
7.
Thinly veiled and hardly disguised Disdain for all I have to say I’m not proposing a new religion Or throwing away old gods There might be another way (There might be another way) Open your mind and your eyes because There might be another way (Another paradigm where your soul can shine) There might be another way God failed, I’m hardly surprised This pain is all I get to take away I’m not suggesting a miracle Or living in purgatory There might be another way (There might be another way) There might be another way (There might be another way) It might be a blessing, it may be a curse There might be another way (Just in case your spirit dies first) There might be another way Another way (There might be another way) Another way Another way (There might be another way) Another way Another way (There might be another way) So follow me Another way (There might be another way) There might be another way
8.
Get off the platform Destination unknown Where do we go from here? And the shadows Lurking everywhere Stranger’s eyes Yeah I trusted you so far You got me here So let’s keep going But the shadows Watching every move They know, what’s inside my head Get off the platform Destination unknown Ride the journey As I move alone Get off the platform Destination unknown Where do we go from here? And the shadows Lurking everywhere Stranger’s eyes Yeah I trusted you so far You got me here So let’s keep going But the shadows Watching every move They know, what’s inside my head Get off the platform Destination unknown Ride the journey As I move alone
9.
Stay Away 06:45
You make me want to yeah You make me want to Wanna scream You make me want to yeah You make me want to yeah All the times you said you want me in your life All the times that you were full of lies All the hopes I had, they weren’t true All the darkness in someone like you I hope you’re happy where you are I hope you’re content where you are I wish you peace where you are Just stay away You make me want to, yeah You make me want to Wanna scream You make me want to, yeah You make me want to scream All the time I wasted over you I was sad, and scorned, I felt so blue Thinking I’m worth nothing, whoa Thinking I’m worth nothing, yeah I hope you’re happy where you are I hope you’re content where you are I wish you peace where you are Just stay away Align me to the source Instead of all these people Reconnect me to the truth Instead of illusion, yeah I don’t need you No, I don’t Don’t need you anymore Don’t think of you No, I don’t To save myself No I don’t, to save myself You make me want to, yeah You make me want to Wanna scream You make me want to, yeah You make me want to scream All the time I wasted over you Now I know you never had a clue Thinking I am broken, whoa Thinking I am broken, yeah I hope you’re happy where you are I hope you’re content where you are I wish you peace where you are Just stay away... Align me to the source Instead of all these people Reconnect me to the truth Instead of illusion, yeah I don’t need you No, I don’t Don’t need you anymore Don’t think of you No, I don’t To save myself No I don’t, to save myself I need to save myself I got to love myself I got to find myself again Re-center where I am I’ve got to find myself I need to save myself I’ve got to find myself I need to save myself I’ve got to find myself I need to save me Again and again and again I hope you’re happy I hope you’re happy where you are I hope you’re content where you are I wish you peace where you are Just stay away... yeaahhhhh Align me to the source Instead of all these people Reconnect me to the truth Instead of illusion, yeah I don’t need you No, I don’t Don’t need you anymore Don’t think of you No, I don’t To save myself No, I don’t to save myself I need to save myself You make me want to yeah You make me want to Wanna scream You make me want to, yeah You make me want to scream
10.
My mind is a prison of the bleakness that is your mind (That is your mind) Hear my cry Let me be free My only true friend All that we’ve been to each other In awe of how two people can heal (Two people can heal) The cold doesn’t matter anymore It feels like home (it feels like home) Whoa, I don’t exist Yeah, you don’t exist Whoa, I don’t exist anymore Cuz we have ... My mind is a bird that flies to unknown destinations all the time Every day Inside this life My only true friend My only friend Time is passing And shadows on our faces Show the toll it’s taken on our souls All that we have been to each other In awe of how two people can heal Whoa, I don’t exist Yeah, you don’t exist Whoa, We don’t exist anymore Cuz we have melted to the core Yeah, how can two people Whoa, how do two people Yeah, how will two people Whoa, how can two people Yeah Touch me Hold me See me Deeper we spin Into the dark Touch me Vibrate Down into The ancient underground, yeah You don’t exist I don’t exist We don’t exist anymore Cuz we have merged Whoa, I don’t exist Yeah, you don’t exist Whoa, We don’t exist anymore Cuz we have melted to the core Yeah, how can two people Whoa, how do people Yeah, how will two people Whoa, how can two people Merge Touch me Hold me See me Feel me Touch me Hold me See me Cuz we have melted to the core
11.
*Shamanic Breathing*
12.
New Shores 04:51
One way to get close is just to be here, in your presence I bring my own world, I am of you, but still different My world is just bigger than any one I hope you can forgive me for what I am Connections form right in front of my eyes Sometimes I follow voices that I don’t recognize You were too afraid to push beyond the known You were too afraid to find out where you belong, yeah Look for new shores Find who you are I am a bridge between the worlds Had to coalesce so much to understand One way to get close is just to be here, in your presence I bring my own world, I am of you, but still different My world is just bigger than any one I hope you can forgive me for what I am Everything morphs right in front of my eyes Sometimes the power devours, there is no place to hide You were too afraid to push beyond the known You were too afraid to find out where you belong, yeah Look for new shores Find who you are I am a bridge between the worlds Had to coalesce so much to understand All the time that we have lost, we paid the price that hurt the most All the time that we have lost All the time that we have lost, we paid the price that hurt the most All the time that we have lost All the time that we have lost, we paid the price that hurt the most All the time that we have lost All the time that we have lost, we paid the price that hurt the most All the time that we have lost Look for new shores Find who you are Look for new shores Find who you are I am a bridge between the worlds Had to coalesce so much to understand I have a unique and strange set of abilities They don’t have a name for what I am yet You see yourself in me, I just kept going, where you stopped So far gone you can’t see me anymore Anymore
13.
Happiness…Happiness… In the shape of a human He wanders the oceans Doomed forever By his destructive seed He searches, he begs, he pleads and he angers At those who are closest He searches, he begs, he pleads and he angers And those who are closest, satisfy his need In the shape of a human He wanders the oceans Doomed forever By his destructive power In the shape of a human Doomed forever He searches, he begs, he pleads and he angers At those who are closest He searches, he begs, he pleads and he angers And those who are closest, satisfy his needs The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. The storm is coming The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. And you are drowning The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. The storm is coming The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. And you are drowning The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. The storm is coming The storm, it comes. The storm, it comes. And you are drowning...yeah, yeah

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Debut album of Spirit Dies First, written over a five-year period in Canada.

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released March 27, 2020

Music - Joey Weedmark, except for track 07, where it is Garth N. Musk, and track 08, where it is also Marina Verdichevski.
Lyrics - Marina Verdichevski, except for track 07, where it is Garth N. musk.

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Spirit Dies First London, Ontario

Spirit Dies First is a Psychedelic/ Alternative/hard rock duo from London, ON, Canada.
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Inspired by Deftones, Korn, The Cure, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Alice In Chains, Pink Floyd, Placebo, Celldweller, Richard Ashcroft, PJ Harvey, Chelsea Wolfe, Lacuna Coil, Lucifer, the Deadlights, and many others.
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Our passion is fed by the eternal, magickal dance of light and darkness.
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